It’s baby day!
Well, the day has finally arrived. Baby P is scheduled for a c-section today at 3:30. I think I running the gauntlet of emotions preparing for his arrival and my hospital stay/recovery. This morning I woke up at 6:30 for our last meal shared through the umbilical cord. I found myself crying over the cinnamon toast and eggs, just feeling overwhelmed. Crawled back into bed to get a few last minute snuggles from Paul before he needed to get up for work and couldn’t breath very well because of anxiety, then went and got Matthew up with a big smile and got the morning routine started. It is really weird how the world around outside acts as if nothing life changing is happening today. The gardeners are here, making the usual racket, neighbors are out walking their dogs, kidlets playing…
Ok, so my mind is wondering just a bit, just can’t seem to focus. BUT I will get some pics up of our new little man just as soon as I can. 
TTFN